another one bites the dust...

i tried to make it  work with claude.

I did.

I have to break things off.

he does nothing for me except buy me meals.  

no sexual satisfaction.
no physical satisfaction
not even the satisfaction of having someone call me on the phone or call me beautiful or anything.

I have a text buddy who takes me out on dates when I insist and lasts 3 minutes in bed.

so, why am I trying to hold on to something that is dead?


i'm so frustrated with life right now. I just don't even know what to do.