i went through the craziest time in my life while having this blog.
i was in love with someone and we were dating but maybe we both weren't ready for it
he wasn't the right one for me
he kind of made it into a love triangle thing.
and ended up leaving me for the other girl.
and he also had a blog too
so, i'm reading my archives
and i have it convinced in my mind now that he really didn't love me
but when i read what we both wrote....
there was actually a lot of love there.
i didn't look into my archives to reminisce on that situation.
but...it was apart of my life.
and its there
i thought he was my soulmate
shit just doesnt work out
and it sucks
he has 2 kids with this girl and they're still together
maybe i don't believe in soulmates anymore
or maybe i just haven't found mine.