The type of naive that ends up really hurting myself.
The bottom line is I was lonely and he cuddled well and I ended up
having sex. I didn't want to but I couldn't stop.
I didn't want to disappoint him but I ended up disappointing myself.
He got what he wanted. He could very well never call me again.
I deserve it for being so stupid.
He told me what he wanted in not so direct terms, but I made myself
believe something else and now...
The rest is to be determined.