Friday, February 1, 2008

A Case for Sexual Harrassment

I am so infatuated with a man at work.

He's 6"3, 210lbs of dark chocolate.

It started off so innocently. Curious glances turned to "hello" then
exchanging work frustrations, sneaky touches, and now full on sexual
innuendo.

I know I must stop myself.

It is a cumpulsion I can not control at all.

He won me over with his wit.
He's quick with the tongue. Funny. He makes me laugh at least once a
day.

I look forward to seeing him.

This is how I know its bad. I know he comes in to work between 12:30 and
3, so I make sure my hair is brushed, my make-up is on point, and I'm
neat.

I. Can't. Stop.

Today, I flat out told him I'd rape him. He said he wouldn't mind. If I
thought I was strong enough. I told him I'm a little woman with a lot of
heart. We both laughed.

He has no idea how serious I am.

I told him I want flowers for my birthday on Monday. He said he'd work
on it. I'd be so stoked if he actually got me flowers. :oD

I'm trying not to expect anything. Not even anything. I like the
attention. I like getting up and looking forward to seeing someone. I
like knowing that there is someone out there who likes me.

He mentioned not messing with someone at work. But, I'm hoping I could
persuade him to see it my way. My entire life is compartmentalized.

But, I need to stop. I know I'm just hot in the pants since I haven't
been kissed. I haven't been caressed. I haven't been touched the way I
need to be since August. How sad is that?

If I don't stop, I will surely catch a case.

But, oh lawd, the things I would do to that man!

2 comments:

E said...

i hope he sees it ur way. seems like u both have good chemistry. im always optimistic about these kinds of situations, but i think i see the beginning of a beautiful relationship lol. codename: darkchocolate better come through with them flowers if he knows what's good for him.

LH said...

You can't rape the willing. A woman came at me that way when I was in college and got wrecked!!! In a good way, of course.