pressure

i'm sorry i haven't really been updating. there hasn't been much to write about.
at this point in my life, the buzzword is PRESSURE.

i feel pressure at work to perform and be superwoman.
i feel pressure at church to have this image of a young woman who has it together and is a leader
i feel pressure in dance to be a leader, come up with choreography, be this on-fire person for God which isn't me all the time.
i feel pressure at home from bills and the money is just NOT THERE.
i feel pressure in my personal life to find a man, get married and knocked up.

i am so tired. it is 9pm and i just want to rest.

my resolution is to get myself together this week. this way of life aint cuttin it.

hope ya'll are well.

besos.