Sunday, July 29, 2012

birds of a feather

i'm excited.
tomorrow, i start going back to the gym again. i promised myself an hour a day, 3 days a week.
that's doable, yes? yes.

i've been feeling low in the self-esteem department.
the skin issues are still there. coupled with being overweight during the fun.

so, 30 minutes cardio. 30 minutes on weights. bueno.
tomorrow, i'm going to work on arms, tuesday on legs and wednesday or friday, i'll work on abs.
i'm not expecting this to be fun or easy...especially because i still stand on my feet everyday all day.
i miss jogging. i miss being fit (err- well, more fit than i am now)

the book is going well...i'm at chapter 10 of 12. so, Progress!!!
there are many plates spinning at the same time and i'm just trying to keep track of it all.

i've been thinking a lot about my close friends.
mainly bff and all of her damn drama!
i'm so turned off but what do you do when a close friend just disgusts you with their constant bs?
twin told me she must like drama because she could eliminate it but chooses not to or tells herself, she can't

she's been dragging me down lately...i don't know what to do

the baby will be 1 in 3 weeks and we are busy planning her bday festivities. she's a doll. a real joy to be around. she's trying to walk and she's a fast crawler. she's beeeeeeeautiful. i want to stay in her life and not just  in a financial way. i want to be there for her. to do that, i feel like i have to deal with her mama and her mama's drama.

i've been reading the advice of successful people and they all say....surround yourself with people going in the same direction as you. i don't want to lose a friend i have a choice?

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