me and the frenchman was supposed to go on a date but trouble struck at his job and he didn't get home til 11. he asked to see me that late. me being the savvy lady i am said for him to meet me at work for lunch tomorrow or sunday, i'm off. he's off.
he danced around for a bit and said he'd probably see me for lunch. sunday is his day to sleep all day. he says it's the one day for himself.
i get it.
i've known him a week. i'm not trying to make him change his life...but, eventually...sundays are going to be mine...*evil laugh*
i think he's infatuated by me...he thinks i'm beautiful and smart and he wants another "taste"
but he keeps reminding me that he doesn't just wasnt 1 night or just a sexual relationship.
he's told me so much that it isn't reassuring me...it's making me question.
and i don't want to do that..overthink things.
but, i don't want to get my hopes up and get all starry eyed because i don't think i can handle another disappointment.
i want to protect my heart but i don't want to be jaded.
what do i do?
i hate all this damn uncertainty