i havent felt like myself for a long time.
i feel like my old job has beat something out of me - the hustle, i suppose.
i feel like i'm floating and the world is the sea around me just letting me be weightless but at a cost.
my bills are backed up. my apartment is a mess...and i feel like i don't know what to do, although i do have a lot on my to do list. when i try to do it, i feel like it is the act of picking up 1 brick to make a wall.
the stress and weight of being directionless keeps me up at night.
is this depression?