Wednesday, September 4, 2013

floating

i havent felt like myself for a long time.

i feel like my old job has beat something out of me - the hustle, i suppose.

i feel like i'm floating and the world is the sea around me just letting me be weightless but at a cost.

my bills are backed up. my apartment is a mess...and i feel like i don't know what to do, although i do have a lot on my to do list. when i try to do it, i feel like it is the act of picking up 1 brick to make a wall.

the stress and weight of being directionless keeps me up at night.

is this depression?


1 comment:

Mo said...

Honey, that means you are going through some serious growing pains. Take a moment and muster the energy to put one foot in front of the over and just do what you need to do.