I have a feeling that my next great love is coming soon.
I'm moving to Seattle where there is no black people
or at the least, very little black people
and the black men prefer non-poc women.
and I'm very much attracted to black men.
even though the odds of me falling in love is so slim because i don't like anyone
but the wrong people.
I feel like I'm purging all this shit inside of me that is keeping me from love.
this move has awakened so many ugly things and I'm addressing them one by one.
and it's harrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrd
but i'm doing it.
April 15th is my date.
not sure HOW i'm moving
i feel like i'm in a vat of quicksand but i'm trying to move forward
and that's all we can really do.