i haven't really been talking about work stuff because...
but work is really shitting on my sunny disposition.
and i really am not sure what i'm going to do.
so, wynsters was listening to me wax poetic about how i'm fucking just hating my life.
and she said something amazing.
sometimes, you have to do some shit you don't want to do in order to get to the place where you don't hve to do it anymore.
having smart friends, man.
she gave me a glimmer of hope.
....until i want to slit my wrists next week.