Haven't really felt in the blogging mood, lately. I guess sometimes self-reflection is not so hot when you realize that you are in no way, shape, or form living the type of life you invisioned for yourself. I know that my life is not as bad as it could be...its not as bad as others' lives are...but in the heat of the night, that does not really comfort me. I want what I want. I want a life that's rich and full and gorgeous. Maybe these are not realistic expectations...I just don't know anymore.