I was seriously thinking about breaking my celibacy for him.
BFF listened and talked to me about my reasons why. Honestly, I miss close intimate contact with someone but I want more than the physical stuff.
He would put the taste in my mouth but not quench my thirst.
"If he likes you, he will wait," she said.
Our generation doesn't know how to wait...doesn't know what too fast is and that's sad.
I want to do it but I'm not comfortable yet and why should I rush myself?
Tomorrow is the last discussion I want to have about it with him. At least for a while. Take it or leave it, I want to say. I'm prepared for both.
Sent via BlackBerry from T-Mobile