Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Me Time

Is what I'm seriously lacking. I need time to be alone all day in my apartment learning how to become a vegetable.

Planning this ball has exhausted me. It has drained me of almost all social connection. The way I feel now, I don't want to be around gay people.

I want to be surrounded by pillows, sheets and silence.

I'm being a bad friend because all my friends are whiny and needy. I'm their therapist and so when that is gone...its like, I abandoned them.

*whew*

I just don't have the energy to deal.

I'm lonely. I'm horny. I feel like I need to decompress.

I just don't know...where I should go...(Jill Scott)
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2 comments:

Kenya Says said...

I hear you lady-kind of going through the same thing and I felt that sigh you let out...WHEW lol...

Jane said...

Nothing about taking care of yourself first makes you a bad friend.

We all need our "Me time" in is imperative to your mental health...