(*cue Janet* lol)
I often feel like a child. Lost. Before me lays many doors and all I have to do is choose.
Get a "real" job. Be a slave to a company I don't care about nor cares about me.
Struggle and try to build a business during this economic recession.
What shall I choose?
Hopefully, I live to see the ball drop to 2010. If I am blessed with another year of life...from January 1 til December 31..it is my mission to make each day count!
I have had one of the worst years of my life. How do you recover from one thing after the other crumbling in your hands?
How do you bounce back from every piece in your life falling to the wayside?
My thoughts are everywhere.
Am I really living? Am I happy?
I don't know.
I'd like to think I am.
I am so ready for something BIG.
I feel like there are these steps I should be taking but I'm not. I can't see the staircase.
Random venting. Not sure if this makes sense.
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