attraction

i look for you behind me
to feel the fullness of your body
your breath on my neck

and i

start to shiver
start to breathe quicker
start to shudder

to think

you are so close
you are right here
with me

and i long to kiss
i long to suck
i long to drink you in

you slow me
you take me down

my body thirsts for you
in the moonlight
i become

animal

i become something different
under stars that will never tell

secrets of lonely nights
filled with thoughts of you
fantasies of blissful evening caresses
and morning kisses

i wish for more

depth

someone i could fall in
like
with

and my heart beats faster
and my head spins
and i am so convinced

i'm tip-toeing the deep end.