As I was writing, I was thinking....
I don't want him.
He's old(er). He can't do marathons. He smokes (blech). He doesn't live alone. Besides the serious torch he's holding for his ex, he has 4 kids. He's unemployed - recently fired.
The effort that it would take to support him emotionally right now is immense. Something that I can give, but don't want to - not to him. After that little speech, why would I?
With all things said, it seems like I'm really wasting my time. Perhaps, I am. For now, its fun. Like most things, he has a shelf-life. I give it 2 or 3 more encounters and I'm done.
Only time will tell...
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