Monday, July 28, 2008

Now that I think of it...

(Read Honesty Box before you read this post)

As I was writing, I was thinking....

I don't want him.

He's old(er). He can't do marathons. He smokes (blech). He doesn't live alone. Besides the serious torch he's holding for his ex, he has 4 kids. He's unemployed - recently fired.

The effort that it would take to support him emotionally right now is immense. Something that I can give, but don't want to - not to him. After that little speech, why would I?

With all things said, it seems like I'm really wasting my time. Perhaps, I am. For now, its fun. Like most things, he has a shelf-life. I give it 2 or 3 more encounters and I'm done.

Only time will tell...
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2 comments:

Torrance Stephens - All-Mi-T said...

4 kids
dang
ex
dang
how do they eat?

Young woman on a journey said...

hmmm...he has a lot going for him. lol.

on a serious note...i question his motives for telling you that. you know you would never even think about whether you want him or not until he says he doesn't want you. just questionable the whole thing.