Wednesday, October 27, 2010

fight or flight

I often use the term, "fight or flight" because I often have the urge to run...to fly...to just go..leave...

Today is one of those days. I woke up and just wanted out. Life is good. Life is stressful and full of things and situations I don't quite understand but for a few hours, I want to be caught up in something pleasurable. I want to laugh uncontrollably. I want to have an orgasm. I want good food. I want strong wine. I want to walk out of my house looking like a dollar and have someone tell me I look like a million bucks.

Do you guys ever just want to find that trap door that leads to the exit? Not necessarily because life is horrible but just to break the sheer monotony.

(reading eat.pray.love only adds to the urge to have wings...)

1 comment:

Jaded said...

YES! See I don't call it flight or flight, but the Mobb Deep song...you know "Gettaway" (sometimes I feel I gotta gettaway ooo-oo-ooo-oh) plays in my head whenever I feel the urge.

I just want to RUN! Until my lungs burst and my legs don't work.