The Big Cheese + Ignorant Shit + The Exit...

Let's start this shit off with a bang.

Negroes everywhere. Let me be the one to tell you to get a fuckin iPod!
You can't afford one? You don't want to hear music on the train.

Why the hell these 2 dudes. They kinda looked alike both mere seats away
from each other playing ringtones with the phone next to their ears.

Thank God for my mp3 player because I would've said something if I had
to be subjected to the bullshit.

Sheesh!

To make it worse, they were playing 2 different songs.

*shakes head*

***
Today was the big transition into the new job description.

Can I get a yay!

Yayy!

It was great. At first, I felt a little uneasy because a lot of people
have faith in me and fought for me to have this.

MoBetta was a little salty, but he managed a believable "congrats." I
guess as believable as mine was on Friday.

*chuckles*

I'm doing good so far. My big task is to find prices and drivers for 200
different cities and input them in the system.

fun.

My boss knows nothing but I guess its cool because I get to do what I
want with little question from him. He still questions me but I have
solid answers because I know what I'm doing.

I feel so ADULT.

*squeals*

***

Blair and I slept together last night.

For the last time.

He was very selfish and self-absorbed, which was very different from the
initial picture of himself he painted for me.

I asked him about his day. He told me the short version of it. He told
me about his trip to Turks and Cacos in July. He didn't bother to ask me
about my day.

I told him I wanted him to seduce me. I'm sick. I really just wanted to
be held. I always just want warmth and spooning. This is not the first
time I told him that. Seduce me like you did the first time.
I guess Sade was right. Its never as good as the first time.

*rolls eyes*

His was way of "seducing me" was letting me doze off on his chest before
grabbing my breast and giving me a brief kiss before pulling down my
undies.

*gives sideways glance*

Half-way through, I realized I just wanted to go to sleep. It was 3am
and I had to be at work for 9:30 to finish the manual for my
replacement. I wanted to make a good impression (at least until my
probationary period is over..ha!) and in my head I was just in lala
land.

He didn't really notice. All of the equipment was working properly. It
was intense for him. As soon as he was done, it was not 5 minutes before
he fell asleep.

Ugh!

I slept really hard for about 2 hours. I got up to use the bathroom and
really thought about just leaving. His bed is really comfy. He has like
20 white pillows and (I think cashmere) comforter and its just like
laying on a bosom. I thought against it.

Rather, I came back from the bathroom, lay asleep until professional
determination shook me out of bed. I kissed him on the cheek.

He said, "Bye babe"

(Didn't have the courtesy to walk me to the door)

He text me later.

"It was a pleasure to see you."

I thought about texting back. I decided against.

For some things, like my standards, there are no words.