Basically, I didn't get the promotion.
I didn't get a raise.
I didn't get my day off.
I'm surprised I kept my composure.
I gambled and lost.
And I am comtemplating how I will prevent a mental breakdown.
I'm wondering if I should stop blogging so that no one bears witness to my downward spiral. I am questioning who will miss me if I cease to exist.
I'm pondering how long it will be before I give up. I hanging off the side of the cliff with one finger.
No one is here to save me.
I am a mess.
Who knows what my next move will be...
Is this really my life?