Tuesday, March 16, 2010

Face the Gun

It has been a little over a week and BFF decided to grace me with this message via text:

For whatever I did, I'm sorry. I'm thinking it must have been something specific that I did that made you so mad. I feel you and I'm sorry if I'm not as attentive as I should be. You know I don't mean to be selfish or anything like that, you know my intentions.

I haven't said anything back yet and frankly, I'm not sure what to and what I will say.

I'm tired.

I'm tired of being everyone's pillar. The one everyone leans on and then when I need to lean, no one is there and I fall.

I feel like I'm going through a bit of Peter Pan syndrome where I've worked hella hard and now, I want to play and relax but the opportunity is not really there.

I don't have the tolerance for needy people right now...

I'm exhausted.

So.....I don't really know what's next.
Sent via BlackBerry from T-Mobile

1 comment:

Trish said...

You have earned some fun time! try to enjoy just a little happiness, even if for only a few moments.