i am looking at the world with flames in my eyes.
i want to watch it burn.
gone is the optimism...the youthful abandon by which i look at situations.
i just want to yell and scream and kick things.
i am angry. restless. tired. fatigued.
a headache is ravaging my brain.
i want to give people the finger.
i want to smack random strangers.
once again, i am that girl back in junior high school that's brooding in the corner watching the children play without her.
once again, in one of the most populated cities in the world, i feel completely alone.