that should be the name of this daggone blog for real...
that or..always looking for the other shoe...
both things, i am perpetually looking for.
i had a conversation with a friend because she wanted to hang out. i have all this free time since i'm partially employed, yes?
uh, see the thing is....i kept saying. i have all of these projects and all of these THINGS going on, i have no time for leisure. and so, i scheduled leisure into my life. every monday, unless there's a job interview or something of real IMPORTANCE..i will be going to the beach...taking a dip (I can't swim) in the ocean...relaxation...from 9 to 3. and then back on the wheel, little hamster...
>insert break to take phone call<
so...here's what happened...i was also supposed to meet up with friends to talk about our job search. then, i was supposed to meet with this stylist to pull looks for a photo shoot on sunday. after that, i have to go to work. after that, i have to go my friend's after party, his birthday is today.
ok...i cancelled the meet-up with my friends because it was just too much for me to be dressed up and my bag weighed 30 pounds! fine.
they were cool with it.
then, i come home...e-mails from different people...prospective models, the photo shoot i scheduled on saturday fell through...i needed that money...drama rama rama...
frrrrrrrrruckkkkkkkkk!
the stylist cancelled...so, i have to trust the looks she pulls...so now, i'm sitting home thinking of my next move...
there's always something..there's always someone needing something from me...i wish beach days were everyday...
WORD.
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