Monday, June 15, 2009

culture shock!

so...i'm back at work...at the 2nd job after being off for 2 weeks...

and i feel like i've been placed in the middle of a war zone...

i was all relaxed and now i'm back. in the middle of hell.

i'd forgotten how this job makes me feel: angry, depressed, frustrated, sad...

there are some crazy spirits up here....its like INSTANTANEOUS!

I need to get out of here! STAT!

I have a whole list of things I need to accomplish and I can't even concentrate..my mind is everywhere...I feel like if I'm going to waste my life away, I might as well...work towards my make-up business or write...but I feel paralyzed...

what to do because I need the money!

*sigh*

1 comment:

MISS BEE said...

Yea I know how you feel when you say the job makes you feel angry, depressed, & frustrated. There are a lot of days @ my job where I feel the same way, but were forced to put up w it bc we need the $. Whenever I start to feel like this whether Im @ wrk or not, I just try to do things to brighthen my mood. Like right now I dont feel like being @ wrk or dealing w the same unfairness that Im forced to deal w so I blog or read blogs. Remember there is always someone out there feeling just like you. I hope things get better for you.