I have an uncontrollable rage pulsing through my veins right now. I want to hit something. I want to fuck shit up.
It started with petty work shit - bitches hating on me even in the wake of my demotion. Doing dumb shit trying to catch me out there. But, you can't. Why? Because I don't give a shit anymore and the worst person to try and fuck over is the person who has stopped trying. Fucking money-hungry motherfuckers, title-hungry crabs in a barrel.
Then, a friend who I helped out talked shit about a FAVOR I did her. Ungrateful. Lazy. Low-self esteem having heffa. She doesn't support me in shit unless is destructive.
Then, Aussie called me and it reminded me that he hadn't contacted me all day, even after I called and text(ed) him...
I want to scream at the top of my lungs. I'm sick of dealing with bullshit. Sick of toxic people. Sick of saying the same shit over and over.
As I'm writing this, I feel eyes on me. This chick keeps staring at me...everytime I look up...she's in my face. I really want to be like..let my eyes meet yours one more fuckin time! One more time! Try me!
Sent via BlackBerry from T-Mobile