Thursday, January 22, 2009

Pissed

I have an uncontrollable rage pulsing through my veins right now. I want to hit something. I want to fuck shit up.

Its everything!

It started with petty work shit - bitches hating on me even in the wake of my demotion. Doing dumb shit trying to catch me out there. But, you can't. Why? Because I don't give a shit anymore and the worst person to try and fuck over is the person who has stopped trying. Fucking money-hungry motherfuckers, title-hungry crabs in a barrel.

Then, a friend who I helped out talked shit about a FAVOR I did her. Ungrateful. Lazy. Low-self esteem having heffa. She doesn't support me in shit unless is destructive.

Then, Aussie called me and it reminded me that he hadn't contacted me all day, even after I called and text(ed) him...

I want to scream at the top of my lungs. I'm sick of dealing with bullshit. Sick of toxic people. Sick of saying the same shit over and over.

As I'm writing this, I feel eyes on me. This chick keeps staring at me...everytime I look up...she's in my face. I really want to be like..let my eyes meet yours one more fuckin time! One more time! Try me!

Shit!
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3 comments:

Just Me said...

I hate days like this, where I feel like one more thing and the next person is going to have hell to pay.

Kenya Says said...

Girl- I feel you! Damn!

MISS BEE said...

OMG Damn girl I feel ya. This is the exact same BULLSHIT Im going thru @ my job. I have never worked w ppl that are out to destruct others or see others fail. These ppl in this office are so jealous, cold-hearted, & hateful. Their always trying to take other ppl hrs or worried about how the next person is performing their job. I HATE it, now its to the point where I dont even say shit @ work bc its guranteed to be some BS here.