Tuesday, January 6, 2009

sometimes

i feel like i am drowning in the middle of the deep dark ocean.

and that's not just 20-something hyperbole talking.

i'm doing all these things to secure my future, but it's really fucking hard! i don't know what i am going to do. every time i turn my head, there's another hurdle and it is financial.

*sigh*

*just keep swimming, just keep swimming, swimming swimming swimming....."

3 comments:

Young woman on a journey said...

well, if you are drowning, i'm right next to you. you could probably reach out and touch me...maybe not cuase i might be falling quicker. you read my random's blog today. i've heard you talk about feeling bad for not having completed college, but even that comes with its own burdens. you know what i say to myself...even if i'm just making it, at least i'm doing that because some people can't. it doesn't make it better, but it makes it bearable.

**Star said...

yes, girl...been there...am there....

just keep swimming...

it'll all work out....

Trish said...

I know where you're coming from. I live alone but been thinking about moving back home to save money and pay off these bills that keep piling on.