Friday, January 9, 2009

Fall Out Chamber

My body is tired. My mind won't stop racing.

I have a headache. My eyes are watery, but I'm chasing the thoughts swirling in my head.

Thanks for the concern, Amanda and Young Woman. I'm fine. Scheming. Planning. Re-adjusting the budget.

My mom told me to go back to church. I laughed...

I think the tattoo I wanted to get on the 1st of January but didn't, is more of a necessity now. "Believe"
That's what I need to do. Believe in myself. I'm strong enough to handle this.

Amanda, my Twin told me to be positive, too. He was so worried I'd get depressed. Maybe there's something I'm missing. I dunno...I'm fine. Maybe after a few rejections..jobs not found, I'll be more pessimistic. For now, its 12:45am, and I need to sleep. My mind has one of its own. The other 92% of our brain we don't use, maybe...

Fin
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1 comment:

Chris said...

Honestly...church would help. The right church anyway. It will help...trust me.