Thursday, January 29, 2009

Trudging On

I've applied for 25 jobs since Monday. I've got 2 scam responses. 1 interview.

I'm siked! But not putting my hopes up...I just can't and get let down.

Last night, I thought I had the perfect shade of orange-yellow for my dining room...it looks like a school bus peed on my walls. Waste of $30.

Then, I thought I had a good quality meal for $9. Why, oh why, does Boston Market give you a plate with a flimsy plastic cover on it and call it a to-go meal? Noooo!!! By the time I got to the train, the cover was completely off, the corn and mac n cheese were mixed together in the bottom of the plate. And to make matters worse...as I was trying to fix it, I sat my drink on the seat on the train. The train jerked. The drink spilled, ruining a row of seating for about 10 people.

Perfect.

I really want to blog good shit. Like..I bought the perfect shade of paint. Looks great. Had a nicely balanced meal for $5. Amazing sex with a man who read me Kate Chopin after and baked cookies. Got a new job that pays me $50k a year for being me. Lovely. But, sadly all I have is my reality...
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5 comments:

Young woman on a journey said...

that's all we all have. however, think of how you actually could have a meal, and you may not make 50k, but you are living. and you could probably find a really nice shade of decorations to compliment schoolbus yellow! :-) i know i'm one to talk. but think positive and positive things will happen!

Chris said...

...that's how I feel too. You have to think positive in the worst situations...This is going to work out.

Liz said...

aww.. hope this day is better for you!

Trish said...

Worse kind of days, but its always darkest before morning...

Jimmy said...

I thought positive last night and everything that happened today was very positive.

Sometimes I get stuck in the negative aspect of things and nothing good ever comes out of it.