My cable and phone are off and soon, my internet will be too. I feel like the only loseur. What's worse - my friends are here to witness this. No, ladies and gentlemen, I do not have it all together. I can't blame anyone but myself. I knew a bill was due. I thought that miraculously it would not turn off until I had money to pay it or I could skate by on a sob story and a dream....Please oh please turn it back on!
New Yorkers really don't give a fuck.
I could say I'm dying of cancer and they won't turn that shit back on.
And now...I'm fending off tears because I don't get paid for another week and a half and having no tv, internet, and phone will suck. ass.
What way to goddamn wake-up.