Today, between my period, the craziness of last night, and the pressures of the work-day, I feel like my head is going to explode.
I’m feeling uneasy inside and it’s largely because of Aussie.
I feel as though I’ve hurt him and I didn’t mean to and all I need from him is to tell me he is okay, that we are okay.
I know we are.
I’m just so messy emotionally today. I don’t even LOOK like myself today – no make-up, my hair is all over the place, my outfit is blah. I’m a wreck.
I want Aussie to hug me in his big man arms. I want him to call me Gorgeous Nina like he does and tell me all is fine. I want to sleep and wake up tomorrow and be okay with the world.
I want my period to go away.
Why can’t anything go my way?