It felt good but I knew he was uncomfortable.
Let's move this to the bedroom.
He followed me and we continued on until we were sweaty and panting. We lay there, our legs entangled.
He stared at me. I'm sorry, he said.
I felt like I came fast. The lights were on and I could see everything. It was amazing. Your face is so pretty. Your expressions, the sounds you make, watching me put the dick in your pussy. It was too much. I couldn't focus.
I laughed. We just had sex for 40 minutes, babe.
I felt like I was quick.
I kissed him. You were fine. You wanted the lights on.
I know. I didn't know what I was doing to myself. Self-destructing.
We talked some more. He showed me his Chip n Dales dancer moves. We played around.
I got up. Used the bathroom. Turned the lights out.
He grabbed me from behind and wrestled a little.
We settled down again, cuddling.
I want to introduce another woman into our relationship, he said.
Yes, X-Box 360.
How dare you mention her name?
He laughed. I'm going to get her either Wednesday or Friday. You're not going to like me once I get it.
Yes, I know.
We laid around some more.
He asked me if I've ever had a one night stand or friends w/benefits situation.
I was stuck on my little Janet Jackson syndrome. Like, think I'm innocent but know I'm not. (Yes...Ms. JJ has a syndrome. She still uses a baby voice at 40+)
I told him about Blair. Well, the basics...lol
He told me about some around the way chick.
He asked me if I ever dated an ugly dude. I told him about my high school "sweetheart."
He told me about another girl he met.
I asked him about his first time.
He started at 18. I was surprised. He said it was with a big girl who was self-conscious. She cut a hole in her sweat pants because she didn't want him to see her naked. He said they had sex like that for a while until she could get comfortable.
I told him I was 13 and after hearing his story I feel like a whore..LOL.
He said he knows I wasn't and he wasn't judging me. I knew he wouldn't.
Our sex is different, I said.
Yes, I noticed, more hugging, kissing and stuff. I feel like its more intimate.
You love me...I said in a joking manner.
I do. I love your body. Every curve, every smell, every taste, every nook and cranny.
He slapped my ass.
He said he wants to fuck me against the wall. I shouldn't be afraid because he's not going to drop me.
He began to fondle me.
[Enter Round 2]
We hugged and cuddled some more.
This week will make one month. You remember the date?
He drew me close. No.
I think its the 27th.
You're making it up.
No, I'm not.
Ok, the 27th.
I didn't feel panic or doubt or uncertainty. Just a smile spreading across my face.
It was getting late. He had to be on the other side of Queens at 8am.
Get out of here.
I watched him dress.
You are so sexy, I kissed him.
I get it from you, gorgeous!
I hugged him.
I can't wait for you to meet my dad.
Don't worry. He'll love you.
You actually work...lol
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