I just want to wallow in silence and listen to my thoughts and the sound of my teeth grinding together. That's what I do when I'm stressed.
I feel as though I've been slapped.
And like there was some big test I failed. I know I did.
I'm not ready to let go. I was just getting used to the idea of a partner. Of a reason to smile when love songs came on my iPod.
and tomorrow, it will be gone?
Is it because of me? Am I the one at fault? Did I not do my part?
I did my best. I think.
I know. I did.
I learned with Afroman, you can't force a puppy to be a dog. So, I must let go gracefully.
But, this hurts.
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